the sinner in me
2009 Resolutions
Keep studying
Be a great boyfriend, and a good son
Be more all-rounded
Stop shrinking and start growing again
Be able to answer to myself
My Second Wind
I fear stagnation and lack of progress. I fear never reaching my potential and being average. I fear being forgotten. The past. Yesterday's news. I fear giving up and being passed by, going softly into that good night. I fear letting those I love down, letting myself down. I fear settling, giving in to the "that's just the way it is" mindset. I fear dying without leaving my mark. I fear not feeling these fears anymore and just floating along. These fears feed me, they nourish my drive.
I love my fear.
alex is officially attached (:
the fallen saint left at 2:29 am
haven't had much rest for the past week, having started planning for election campaigns in hall and always being present for last-minute meetings. it's been a tiring week, and i barely managed to cough out the tutorials and presentations that were required of me.
the fallen saint left at 5:09 pm
what happened to not letting emotions cloud my judgment? yesterday's training was ridden with frustration from start to end, and i let that severely affect my focus.
the fallen saint left at 11:54 am
Sunday, August 24, 2008
woweee
Friday, August 15, 2008
fatigued
i know the dust will settle after the elections are over, but until then i foresee a pretty bumpy ride in school and hall.and i haven't even got to my shocking dip in form during match play in pool, which has introduced a few demons in my head.i just have to try and keep it tight during this period, and hopefully things will smooth over soon.
Sunday, August 10, 2008
reload
get a grip, alex. remember what you told yourself before, and stick to your guns.